Why the shift in mindset? Age? You were more committed than most, so I find it interesting on why your perspective has changed.
Maybe it was that I realised what a colossal waste of time and money it was.
When you are on the inside you think nothing of injecting yourself mutiple times a week thinking its normal.
Imagine meeting a new girlfriend who wasnt involved in bodybuilding and after a few weeks of not telling her about your sordid secret lifestyle of what you had to do to look the way you did trying to explain your rationale.
She would think you were a fucking idiot
Bodybuilding is just a facade, its not real, nothing about it is genuine.
The people who claim that the drugs are only a small part of what it takes to look like they do.
Its 80% drugs minimum of the look