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Re: Suicide
« Reply #25 on: April 07, 2026, 12:05:20 AM »
I wonder what it feels like to be like most people here who couldn’t imagine what it’s like to feel this way. Mia be great. Enjoy that. I can’t think of a truly happy time in my life and know I never will. So who fucking cares. I’d rather be asleep forever and never get up again. Imagine no thought, no stress,no anger,no pain, no nothing. Ahhhhhhhh. Peace. Never had peace.

I wish nothing but the best for you Rob.  If you haven't talked to a professional, maybe it's something to consider. 

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Re: Suicide
« Reply #26 on: April 07, 2026, 01:59:21 AM »
Yeah 3. They are Better without me. I’m insane. Everyone always said to me when I wa you get you will grow out of this, give it time. Well I never grew out of how I felt. I want to smash someone in the face right now as bad as I did 25 years ago. It never ends. Every moment of every day is violent thoughts. Driving, walking,in a store, half asleep, it don’t matter. I hate people so much. I find it very hard to see the good in anyone. I trust no one.

You basically described me there.
I was in the bath last night thinking how id love to have smashed to pieces a long dead family member and humiliated him in front of his c u. N t mates

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #27 on: April 07, 2026, 03:07:16 AM »
All I will say is this

My mom committed suicide as did my best friend

The worst is you are always questioning yourself what if I did this or that called more etc

I used to have dreams I was down in hell with my mom for several years after that I could not sleep it was scary

If you are thinking of this please talk to someone cause it does hurt those who care about you
Very sorry to hear this brother.

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #28 on: April 07, 2026, 03:09:49 AM »
I wonder what it feels like to be like most people here who couldn’t imagine what it’s like to feel this way. Mia be great. Enjoy that. I can’t think of a truly happy time in my life and know I never will. So who fucking cares. I’d rather be asleep forever and never get up again. Imagine no thought, no stress,no anger,no pain, no nothing. Ahhhhhhhh. Peace. Never had peace.
Rob,you`ve described me to a Tee........my life has always sucked IMO......very short lived fleeting moments of happiness !!

I tried to take my own life once with a bottle of pills.......long story that I may have posted here already.

Only thing that keeps me going is that with my luck,if I did off myself,some long lost relative would probably leave me a million dollars on the day after my death.......plus I don`t have the balls to do it.........so I just keep plodding along as I really don`t want to die,my real issue is depression.

Good luck brother..........stay strong.

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Re: Suicide
« Reply #29 on: April 07, 2026, 06:12:06 AM »
Suicide usually is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
Many with terminal illnesses kill themselves before they become totally helpless and dependent on others not too mention the pain right before death.

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #30 on: April 07, 2026, 06:26:56 AM »
A good friend of mine hung himself.

He was a tough bastard, did BJJ so was use to getting chocked out. He got into coke (weekend binges) he was under huge work pressure and in debt,  just came off heavy coarse of roids, I suspect the downer of going cold turkey off coke and roids (+ his wife taking  his kids away from him) I think pushed him over the edge made him feel like he just couldn't cope and wanted out of this life.

Wish I'd been able to talk him out of it  :-\ :'(

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #31 on: April 07, 2026, 06:28:23 AM »
Simplified it's just genetics, resources and circumstances that determine life.
Also people, especially the European ones, have been robbed of their natural habitat, natural foods, their mysteries, their rites, passions, conflicts, etc.
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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #32 on: April 07, 2026, 06:30:03 AM »
Simplified it's just genetics, resources and circumstances that determine life.
Also people, especially the European ones, have been robbed of their natural habitat, natural foods, their mysteries, their rites, passions, conflicts, etc.
Paganism?

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #33 on: April 07, 2026, 07:55:33 AM »
long term solution to a short term problem...

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #34 on: April 07, 2026, 08:00:10 AM »
Suicide is generally a short mans game. They were probably short and/or had tiny cawks

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #35 on: April 07, 2026, 08:01:29 AM »
long term solution to a short term problem...

The belief is that suffering will end, but what if it gets worse in astral realms?

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #36 on: April 07, 2026, 08:01:55 AM »
Suicide is generally a short mans game. They were probably short and/or had tiny cawks

and more places to hang yourself from...

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Re: Suicide
« Reply #37 on: April 07, 2026, 08:10:58 AM »
I get it completely. It seems wonderful. Everyone always feels so bad for the people left after the death. How about feel good for the man who is at peace finally. I’m on the edge daily to do the same. Life just isn’t as good for some as others and people make life altering mistakes they can’t take back.

Be stronger than your negative thoughts.

The people who love you most will miss you.

Consider getting some professional counseling on the subject.

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #38 on: April 07, 2026, 11:14:15 AM »

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #39 on: April 08, 2026, 03:15:53 AM »
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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #40 on: April 08, 2026, 09:56:36 AM »
The belief is that suffering will end, but what if it gets worse in astral realms?

The muslims think they will get to a heaven with 72 virgin goats, so in their mind, death is just the beginning :D
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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #41 on: April 08, 2026, 10:31:40 AM »
I only know one guy who walked in front of a train on Long Island.

He was a nice and soft spoken guy; he definitely had some financial issues.

Opioids killed a lot of people from that area.

Some those could have been suicide, but most I’d think were accidental.

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #42 on: April 08, 2026, 10:49:56 AM »
I only know one guy who walked in front of a train on Long Island.

He was a nice and soft spoken guy; he definitely had some financial issues.

Opioids killed a lot of people from that area.

Some those could have been suicide, but most I’d think were accidental.
Rough way to kill yourself.

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #43 on: April 08, 2026, 12:31:12 PM »
 I had 2 uncles who killed themselves both were depressed, the one got all shitfaced and drove over 100 miles an hour into a tree and the other one just got shitfaced and gassed himself in his garage.  :'(
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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #44 on: April 08, 2026, 12:33:32 PM »
I had 2 uncles who killed themselves both were depressed, the one got all shitfaced and drove over 100 miles an hour into a tree and the other one just got shitfaced and gassed himself in his garage.  :'(

Was it the same car?

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #45 on: April 08, 2026, 12:40:15 PM »
 Joseph Meeko Obituary
Joseph John Meeko
Joseph John Meeko, 49, originally of North Catasauqua, PA, and presently of Herrickville, PA, died on December 8, 2009 at St. Lukes Hospital, Bethlehem, PA. Joe was a 78 graduate of Catasauqua High School, 80 graduate of Lehigh County Community College, a member of the Russian Orthodox Church, North Catasauqua, and more recently had attended Herrickville Wesleyan and Hope Baptist Church in Herrickville. Joes accolades mainly stemmed from his outstanding heights reached in the sport of Bodybuilding. Joes most coveted titles are: 1984 Mr. America AAU in Pasadena, CA (1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner) and 1988 Mr. Universe AAU in Tuscon, Arizona (1st Place Heavyweight Class + Overall Winner, where Joe was at his best at 5 ft. 7-3/4, 235 lbs.). Many guest posings, autograph signings, photo shoots, seminars, other special events were to follow, not to mention his very own Welcome Home Parade held in Catty/North Catty! Joe trained many places, but he was usually found at Fitness America (Whitehall), Golds Gym (Bethlehem), or the Suburban North Y (Catasauqua), and to think all this started in peoples garages!Titles - Teenage Mr. Lehigh Valley Winner + All Body Parts and Best Poser titles; Teenage Mr. Atlantic Coast-1st Place Medium Class Winner + Overall Winner; Mr. Atlantic Coast-1st Place Novice Division Medium Class + Overall Winner; Mr. Eastern USA-1st Place Medium Class Winner + Overall Winner; Mr. Atlantic Coast-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner; 83-Mr. North America AAU-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner + All Body Parts and Best Poser titles; Mr. USA-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner; Mr. Pan-American-1st Place Heavyweight Class + Overall Winner; 84 Mr. Universe NABBA-2nd Place Medium Class; Mr. World-2nd Place; 87-Nationals NPC-10th Place Heavyweight Class; 87-USA Nationals NABBA-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner; 87-Mr. Universe NABBA-4th Place Medium Class; 87-World Championships NABBA-2nd Place Medium Class. Magazines - 84-Muscle Up-Aug. Vol. 6, No. 30; 84-Muscular Development-Dec. Vol. 21, No. 6; 85-Iron Man-Jan. Vol. 44, No. 2; 85-Health and Strength-Apr.; 88-Muscular Development-Jan. Vol. 25 No. 1. In Joes youth, he enjoyed many things: building things from mini-bikes and go-carts (where the family would participate in local Halloween parades), to building a hovercraft and hot air balloon with his Dad. Other interests were archery, BB guns, cars, guitar, swimming, always with his friends, Jr. bowling, Jr. baseball and wrestling (Dad coached), track (a record still holds for the 440 relay at CHS), football, and ultimately bodybuilding. Joes Dad was always involved in everything with Joe! Joes Mom was always with a camera (were thankful for all these movie/pix!!), and Diane was the cheerleader and PR person! As an adult, Joe was an entrepreneur, inventing and patenting Power Grip, a weightlifting device, over 25 years ago! Once again, Joes Dads involvement with PG was extensive, and now Val and Bob Barker from Avon, Indiana, hold and run that part of Joes Power Grip business, which will continue on. Joe also, at one time, designed and built personal helicopters, then started another business, Pyrotek, selling and putting on fantastic fireworks displays locally where he lived in Hunlock Creek, PA at the time. Joe was a very intuitive businessman, heating his own home with solar panels and using generators. Joe enjoyed his mountain, and he wishes to return there! Joe will always be remembered for that smile, his generosity, and his unselfish willingness to share his knowledge with anyone. Joe had the biggest heart ever! He loved everybody. Unfortunately he chose to internalize his pain, and if there is a lesson to be learned from Joes passing, it is simply that there is help for everyone, no matter what the circumstances, but you have to first recognize and want that help, and then get it! Survivors: Joe is survived by his Mother, Mary B. Meeko of North Catasauqua; his nephew/Godson, Zak Leddy (whom he called BUBBLE!) of North Catasauqua; his sister, Diane Meeko and her boyfriend, Ed Micklos of Umatilla, FL; his estranged wife, Lori Millen Meeko of Whitehall, PA; his alleged daughter Nichole Dreher Hainesl; and his alleged granddaughter, Zoe Haines, both of Walnutport. There are a certain few family members/friends who helped Joe tremendously throughout his life, and they know who they are. Joes former Manager/Photographer, Bob Gruskin, was also helpful in Joes career. Joe had a dear friend who named their first-born son Meeko, because Joe was such a good friend of their family in Nebraska. What an honor; a namesake! Many people were touched by Joes short life! Joe was predeceased by his Dad, Joseph Meeko, on June 4, 2005. Theyre together again! Services: A memorial service will be held on Saturday, February 20, 2010, at 2 p.m. at the ODonnell Funeral Home, 1064 5th St., N. Catasauqua, PA 18032 (610-432-8522). Contributions: In lieu of flowers, the family is asking that any contributions continue to be made to the Joseph Meeko Memorial Track & Soccer Awards, which were originally started in Joes Dads memory upon his death in 2005. These awards benefit outstanding senior track sprinters and soccer defenders at Catasauqua High School. Joe (CHS Class of 78) and Diane (77) participated in track, and then Zak (04) in both track and soccer, & Joes Dad and Mom were both very avid fans of their family. The family may alter the name/criteria to include something pertaining more to community service/humanitarianism/community service, in Joes memory. ODonnell Funeral Home will handle the receipt of said contributions.There is a tremendous amount of information on Joe on the internet. The family is asking that you please sign Joes online Guest Book via The Morning Call (www.mcall.com/obits; enter Joes name). God Bless You, Joe, Rest In Peace on Your Mountain.  I remember when Joe Meeko killed himself, he was actually going to come up to my area and we were going to go to a friend's gym and train, it snowed that day so it never happened, he was soon dead. if he had come up , Who knows ? he lived a really isolated life off the grid and he became depressed after he contracted Lyme disease and his wife and he broke up after one of her assaults.
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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #46 on: April 08, 2026, 12:41:52 PM »
Was it the same car?
   dude it was 2 different uncles separate suicides , many years apart.
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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #47 on: April 08, 2026, 12:55:17 PM »
I once did a rough tally on the amount of deaths of people that I had "partied" with off and on for 33 years and I use the term "partied" with very loosely, and it came out to approximately 150 deaths  ......car accidents,liver failure,suicide,overdoses,shootings,murders,HIV, etc.etc.

Glad I stopped !!

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #48 on: April 08, 2026, 12:56:39 PM »
   dude it was 2 different uncles separate suicides , many years apart.

UK sense of humour doesnt travel...

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Re: Suicide - why are people doing this?
« Reply #49 on: April 08, 2026, 12:57:01 PM »
Joseph Meeko Obituary
Joseph John Meeko
Joseph John Meeko, 49, originally of North Catasauqua, PA, and presently of Herrickville, PA, died on December 8, 2009 at St. Lukes Hospital, Bethlehem, PA. Joe was a 78 graduate of Catasauqua High School, 80 graduate of Lehigh County Community College, a member of the Russian Orthodox Church, North Catasauqua, and more recently had attended Herrickville Wesleyan and Hope Baptist Church in Herrickville. Joes accolades mainly stemmed from his outstanding heights reached in the sport of Bodybuilding. Joes most coveted titles are: 1984 Mr. America AAU in Pasadena, CA (1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner) and 1988 Mr. Universe AAU in Tuscon, Arizona (1st Place Heavyweight Class + Overall Winner, where Joe was at his best at 5 ft. 7-3/4, 235 lbs.). Many guest posings, autograph signings, photo shoots, seminars, other special events were to follow, not to mention his very own Welcome Home Parade held in Catty/North Catty! Joe trained many places, but he was usually found at Fitness America (Whitehall), Golds Gym (Bethlehem), or the Suburban North Y (Catasauqua), and to think all this started in peoples garages!Titles - Teenage Mr. Lehigh Valley Winner + All Body Parts and Best Poser titles; Teenage Mr. Atlantic Coast-1st Place Medium Class Winner + Overall Winner; Mr. Atlantic Coast-1st Place Novice Division Medium Class + Overall Winner; Mr. Eastern USA-1st Place Medium Class Winner + Overall Winner; Mr. Atlantic Coast-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner; 83-Mr. North America AAU-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner + All Body Parts and Best Poser titles; Mr. USA-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner; Mr. Pan-American-1st Place Heavyweight Class + Overall Winner; 84 Mr. Universe NABBA-2nd Place Medium Class; Mr. World-2nd Place; 87-Nationals NPC-10th Place Heavyweight Class; 87-USA Nationals NABBA-1st Place Medium Class + Overall Winner; 87-Mr. Universe NABBA-4th Place Medium Class; 87-World Championships NABBA-2nd Place Medium Class. Magazines - 84-Muscle Up-Aug. Vol. 6, No. 30; 84-Muscular Development-Dec. Vol. 21, No. 6; 85-Iron Man-Jan. Vol. 44, No. 2; 85-Health and Strength-Apr.; 88-Muscular Development-Jan. Vol. 25 No. 1. In Joes youth, he enjoyed many things: building things from mini-bikes and go-carts (where the family would participate in local Halloween parades), to building a hovercraft and hot air balloon with his Dad. Other interests were archery, BB guns, cars, guitar, swimming, always with his friends, Jr. bowling, Jr. baseball and wrestling (Dad coached), track (a record still holds for the 440 relay at CHS), football, and ultimately bodybuilding. Joes Dad was always involved in everything with Joe! Joes Mom was always with a camera (were thankful for all these movie/pix!!), and Diane was the cheerleader and PR person! As an adult, Joe was an entrepreneur, inventing and patenting Power Grip, a weightlifting device, over 25 years ago! Once again, Joes Dads involvement with PG was extensive, and now Val and Bob Barker from Avon, Indiana, hold and run that part of Joes Power Grip business, which will continue on. Joe also, at one time, designed and built personal helicopters, then started another business, Pyrotek, selling and putting on fantastic fireworks displays locally where he lived in Hunlock Creek, PA at the time. Joe was a very intuitive businessman, heating his own home with solar panels and using generators. Joe enjoyed his mountain, and he wishes to return there! Joe will always be remembered for that smile, his generosity, and his unselfish willingness to share his knowledge with anyone. Joe had the biggest heart ever! He loved everybody. Unfortunately he chose to internalize his pain, and if there is a lesson to be learned from Joes passing, it is simply that there is help for everyone, no matter what the circumstances, but you have to first recognize and want that help, and then get it! Survivors: Joe is survived by his Mother, Mary B. Meeko of North Catasauqua; his nephew/Godson, Zak Leddy (whom he called BUBBLE!) of North Catasauqua; his sister, Diane Meeko and her boyfriend, Ed Micklos of Umatilla, FL; his estranged wife, Lori Millen Meeko of Whitehall, PA; his alleged daughter Nichole Dreher Hainesl; and his alleged granddaughter, Zoe Haines, both of Walnutport. There are a certain few family members/friends who helped Joe tremendously throughout his life, and they know who they are. Joes former Manager/Photographer, Bob Gruskin, was also helpful in Joes career. Joe had a dear friend who named their first-born son Meeko, because Joe was such a good friend of their family in Nebraska. What an honor; a namesake! Many people were touched by Joes short life! Joe was predeceased by his Dad, Joseph Meeko, on June 4, 2005. Theyre together again! Services: A memorial service will be held on Saturday, February 20, 2010, at 2 p.m. at the ODonnell Funeral Home, 1064 5th St., N. Catasauqua, PA 18032 (610-432-8522). Contributions: In lieu of flowers, the family is asking that any contributions continue to be made to the Joseph Meeko Memorial Track & Soccer Awards, which were originally started in Joes Dads memory upon his death in 2005. These awards benefit outstanding senior track sprinters and soccer defenders at Catasauqua High School. Joe (CHS Class of 78) and Diane (77) participated in track, and then Zak (04) in both track and soccer, & Joes Dad and Mom were both very avid fans of their family. The family may alter the name/criteria to include something pertaining more to community service/humanitarianism/community service, in Joes memory. ODonnell Funeral Home will handle the receipt of said contributions.There is a tremendous amount of information on Joe on the internet. The family is asking that you please sign Joes online Guest Book via The Morning Call (www.mcall.com/obits; enter Joes name). God Bless You, Joe, Rest In Peace on Your Mountain.  I remember when Joe Meeko killed himself, he was actually going to come up to my area and we were going to go to a friend's gym and train, it snowed that day so it never happened, he was soon dead. if he had come up , Who knows ? he lived a really isolated life off the grid and he became depressed after he contracted Lyme disease and his wife and he broke up after one of her assaults.
Wall of text....paragraphs please Funk.....hard to read bud !!