laura, it doesn't take guts/balls to step on stage. look at vince goodrum. wouldn't you agree it wasn't a good idea for him to step on stage?
it takes more guts to have a presentable package on stage, which michael didn't have (compared to what he potentially could've brought). i'm guessing you'll end up the same.
seeing as how you don't have a muscle base to begin with (if you're doing bodybuilding), i'm guessing you'll trim down to say 85 lbs (not sure what your height is). either way, you'll look like an ethiopian.
you have a great milfish body topped off with some nice jugs, but you don't belong on a competitive stage.