If i understud right you are taking 300 mg of testosterone propionate and some Equipoise per week. You are not going to hurt yourself with that, just make sure that your bloodpressure is fine and if you feel like you need an anti-estrogen there are plenty of viable options out there even over the counter, for example 6-oxo is supposed to be good, but i haven't used it myself and it's really expensive. I use Nolvadex on cycle (Tamoxifen citrate).
BTW: The only way media is going to make an example out of you, is if you do something stupid while drunk and then blame it on gear.
PS. Next time spell check please...