I don't believe in life after death. I enjoy occasionally reading about some of the idealist's perspectives regarding consciousness as fundamental, but even they generally don't go as far as to suggest the continuation of an individual, ego-based consciousness after death.

In truth, I've suffered from existential dread for most of my life. It was crippling for a few years, but even now I am tormented by it. Literally just last night, I awoke suddenly with a racing heartbeat from the realization that I will cease to exist in the near future.

It's brutally gay, but I really just cannot tolerate the thought of eternal nothingness, my consciousness suddenly extinguishing, and the finality of it all. If I could delude myself with religion, I would. I've not lived a risk-averse life, and that surely hasn't helped, but when I'm at home and have too much time on my hands, it's even worse.

Somehow glad to know I am not alone having these thoughts

Epstein said in newly released emails that Clinton was never on the island.  Did you pull that 28 number out of your ass?

The fake Biden administration sat on them for four years and the Dems had them long before that and did zip. If there was anything worth nailing Trump for they would have released them before both campaigns. They didn’t. Flight logs show Clinton AT LEAST 17 times and the portrait of Clinton in a blue dress on Epstein’s wall in the house is no coincidence. Fuck you’re gullible

I went to college with a guy from Morocco. He said his family was originally from Palestine. His name was Imad.

He was very intolerant of Americans and anyone not Muslim.

After befriending him for a few months, I got to meet his parents and sister, it was like stepping into the middle east. They lived in this shitty 2-bedroom apartment and had no furniture, just had rugs everywhere and coffee tables.

One time we are chatting after class and he has a full-blown meltdown, telling me how much he hates American's and Christians. It was so bizarre because he treated me like his brother and said all these terrible things about Americans and how he hopes one day Islam will take over the world.

And here I am, a blond haired blue eyed American listing to him, and he never said one rude thing towards me.

Never spoke to him again, he never came back to class or was seen around campus. I think he probably detonated himself somewhere.

Yeah, but Lily is a fine pig

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