A friend of Hanky is a friend of mine!

You must be a lonely man Bone.......except of course for having Brian and Mike as friends. 

Some good questions for Mike.

I'd like to add mine: 

Mike, what exactly is your motive in attempting to first foreshadow that he is in college and then delving further to outright claim such a thing?  What's the angle?  Are we talking a boast, a falsehood to inject drama or bhank speaking from the grave?

Hanky`s his pal !!
 

 

I wonder what it feels like to be like most people here who couldn’t imagine what it’s like to feel this way. Mia be great. Enjoy that. I can’t think of a truly happy time in my life and know I never will. So who fucking cares. I’d rather be asleep forever and never get up again. Imagine no thought, no stress,no anger,no pain, no nothing. Ahhhhhhhh. Peace. Never had peace.

Rob,you`ve described me to a Tee........my life has always sucked IMO......very short lived fleeting moments of happiness !!

I tried to take my own life once with a bottle of pills.......long story that I may have posted here already.

Only thing that keeps me going is that with my luck,if I did off myself,some long lost relative would probably leave me a million dollars on the day after my death.......plus I don`t have the balls to do it.........so I just keep plodding along as I really don`t want to die,my real issue is depression.

Good luck brother..........stay strong.

All I will say is this

My mom committed suicide as did my best friend

The worst is you are always questioning yourself what if I did this or that called more etc

I used to have dreams I was down in hell with my mom for several years after that I could not sleep it was scary

If you are thinking of this please talk to someone cause it does hurt those who care about you

Very sorry to hear this brother.