shadow--heres the truth--just facts, no melting down, no lies.
you are a paki--people look at you and hate you because of 9/11 and you will be stuck with that issue the rest of your life. You come from the most hated race on the planet. You are a virgin, and your prospects for getting laid in the near future are obviously slim to none. You were attracted to a 13 year old girl. That is a warning sign for some serious mental issues---there is just simply no excuse for that. Girls--all girls--will look at you and never ever go, hey that guy is good looking. No matter what you accomplish in the gym, you come from a race that produces 100% unattractive males, and females never find them attractive. From now to the day you die you will be mocked for your voice, your appearance and your ethnic background (eg. thank you very much, come again). These are just facts, things that you will never be able to get away from.