I'll be sincere with you guys. The last 6 weeks I have been in therapy. I'm not drugged up (legally) and have my head on str8. Or str8er. My appetite has been nothing, due to the depression, drugs, etc. I've kept up with my marathon type training and have eaten pretty normal (for americans) these last few weeks. That was the hardest part. HOWEVER, I'm back now and rrready to go. I need some adivice on what to do. Do I jump right back on my clean bulking plan of 3500 cals? I've prob. taken in 2800 the last few weeks with no change in scale and weights in the gym have been amazingly pretty steady. I am back on hrt of 250mg....I stopped it for a little bit just out need. Felt like shit too.....so gimme a hand. I know these are only ab shots, but are you telling me I'm still under 8% or so after no cardio and eating only 2800 (clean of course) a day? I know I dont look healthy, but it's coming back.