You get it War-Horse. I'm so tired of naturals limiting themselves, aiming too low and only competing in "safe" contests. I'm one and two weeks out from two very tough non-tested NPC shows after competing (and winning) two drug-tested contests. I continue to improve every week, and am excited because now I'm venturing into condition that I've never before acheived, just by staying on my contest prep. And yes I'm a lifetime drug-free bodybuilder.
Just to keep me motivated I got a new tattoo this week on my forearm, two kanji symbols meaning DISCIPLINE and DRIVE.
Tim Martin