to be honest with you,,most guys if had no responsability ,,no risk involved,,no jobs to lose,,no wives to report to,,no nosey neigbors to watch for,,if everything was pink and blue,,most guys would admit to the use and even to the abuse of hormones,,
there is just so much to lose when you got your name known to everyone,,when your income depend on this,,when you got families to support and normal life to live in addition to making a living of proffessional sports,,that guys simply scared of the concequences,,and rightfully
you can do syntethic hormones and be relegious,,the reason you have to lie is 1. safety 2. keeping the magic alive since many products are building their rep on you
it used to be only number 2 but last couple years it is number 1 that come into play more and more,,
many people are mean,, they dont like to see you on top,,they always up to bring you down,,,you learn it fast in every professional sport,,so you gotta get the best out of it and play the field right,,but you can still have relashionship with god and build a family,,its between you and your god,,
both titus and benoit basically murderers,,fucked us up the ass hard and we will suffer tremendesly from that,,but majority bodybuilders powerlifters and other athletes are good decent people,,many of them are very very smart and far exact opposite of party animals,,exact opposite!