1,800-2,000 cals a day is depressing me..
I'm off the ECA and I'm in like fucking withdrawl. But the wine is helping me now.. I think my blood pressue was too high and that's why I was feeling ill and down. Okay now though.
I wanna get ripped, free myself of my back ailment, then again increase the calories, but a lean bulk this time around.. I can add more pounds naturally, a lot more actually. The problems been whenever I was eating huge and gaining like a monster, I got hurt. Shoulder, back, you fucking name it. I am learned now as ever and it wont happen this time around. You will see me at the next Mr. Getbig.
Zack, you saw pics of me 3 years ago.. Don't you think I've made drastic improvements? hahaha hope you can remember those old pics.