Author Topic: Im tired and done... (Read 2921 times)

Monster_Everything · « **on:** March 25, 2008, 07:02:32 AM »

i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you.
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you

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Im sorry Pam

ripitupbaby · « **Reply #1 on:** March 25, 2008, 07:57:25 AM »

shut up

Laura Lee · « **Reply #2 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:07:53 AM »

Who's Pam?

Rip, why are you asking ME to shut up? Am I missing something from this post?

ripitupbaby · « **Reply #3 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:14:35 AM »

Quote from: Laura Lee on March 25, 2008, 08:07:53 AM

Who's Pam?

Rip, why are you asking ME to shut up? Am I missing something from this post?

Sorry, I'll try to be more respectful of ME...I wouldn't want him to get all worked up and stressed out and spill over or anything.

~flower~ · « **Reply #4 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:32:33 AM »

something STANKS around here

Monster_Everything · « **Reply #5 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:35:40 AM »

ok Pam is 'Jims' girlfriend from the office...so when im talking about pam im talking about MY girlfreind aka Ex-gf. I just thought that the ladies here could sparks something to talk about without me puttin my bisness on blast.

and i apologize to Lori for all the shit i said in the past ..we obviously have diffrent veiwpoints so arguing is stupid.

~flower~ · « **Reply #6 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:36:56 AM »

so what did "Jim" do to "Pam" to make her dump him?

Monster_Everything · « **Reply #7 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:42:48 AM »

Quote from: ~flower~ on March 25, 2008, 08:36:56 AM

so what did "Jim" do to "Pam" to make her dump him?

Jim dumped Pam , but Jim knew about what Pam did and Pam didnt know about Jim's dirt. So Jim dumped her but let Pam know that he was an asshole too, and looking back we both forgive each other and want to be with each other but I know that its not going to work. So Jim is hurting.

~flower~ · « **Reply #8 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:44:49 AM »

Maybe Jim & Pam should go get coffee and hang out sometimes and still be friends?

Monster_Everything · « **Reply #9 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:46:56 AM »

Quote from: ~flower~ on March 25, 2008, 08:44:49 AM

Maybe Jim & Pam should go get coffee and hang out sometimes and still be friends?

it was a very serious relationship for the last 3 years...i just want to move on

Laura Lee · « **Reply #10 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:50:56 AM »

Ok, so are we talking: You're ex girlfriend did something bad, and you too did something bad but you broke up with her because of what she did and she doesn't know what you did? And then you posted the song kinda like saying you're sorry, you are not perfect and make mistakes, but she is your everything and you realize she has changed you "after the fact"?

Man I'm so confused.

Monster_Everything · « **Reply #11 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:55:13 AM »

I broke up with her cause of something she did, but i felt bad cause i havent been an angel. Regardless we both have been peices of shit to each other and now its over and it sucks cuz i never been this serious with anyone else like this before.. yes I have a heart, the big jerk JJ is now exposed..

Monster_Everything · « **Reply #12 on:** March 25, 2008, 08:58:07 AM »

and to close things up, i told her every little thing that i did that was wrong to her and she did the same....its like this cloud/ monkey that just jumped off my back..

w8m8 · « **Reply #13 on:** March 25, 2008, 09:05:43 AM »

so is Pam cute ?

just asking

Monster_Everything · « **Reply #14 on:** March 25, 2008, 09:18:05 AM »

Quote from: w8m8 on March 25, 2008, 09:05:43 AM

so is Pam cute ?

just asking

drkaje · « **Reply #15 on:** March 25, 2008, 09:40:06 AM »

Quote from: ~flower~ on March 25, 2008, 08:44:49 AM

Maybe Jim & Pam should go get coffee and hang out sometimes and still be friends?

Maybe "Jim" should realize there is no shortage of pretty girls and toss his O.B.s in the garbage.

It had to be said.

Jake

w8m8 · « **Reply #16 on:** March 25, 2008, 09:41:17 AM »

I think you had a great looking girl , so you're really firm in your stance and it's over ?

You sound like you should re-evaluate that idea.

Do you still speak to each other ? nicely ?

Lookit the way "I" see things like this are

if you were together for 3 yrs and you screwed it up by judging her actions and neglecting to share your own faults then it's up to you to make amends somehow.

You feel like crap ( from what you say here ) so fix that

Either make up or apologize and move all the way on and over it
Sitting in a pisspot of remorse will only give you a bad attitude towards any future girl

all IMHO only

she is really cute

Monster_Everything · « **Reply #17 on:** March 25, 2008, 10:18:58 AM »

Quote from: drkaje on March 25, 2008, 09:40:06 AM

Maybe "Jim" should realize there is no shortage of pretty girls and toss his O.B.s in the garbage.

It had to be said.

Jake

thanks doc....true

w8m8...im going to be over it and back to my insensitive self in no time...worked out just now and i feel better already.

Laura Lee · « **Reply #18 on:** March 25, 2008, 10:33:24 AM »

She is very cute Jae. Remember what I said.

drkaje · « **Reply #19 on:** March 25, 2008, 10:40:28 AM »

Quote from: Monster_Everything on March 25, 2008, 10:18:58 AM

thanks doc....true

w8m8...im going to be over it and back to my insensitive self in no time...worked out just now and i feel better already.

I hope you did bent rows!!

Just let it go, Double J. If things were gonna work out, they would have. When guys get all hormonal over stuff like this it's usually a sign of fearing being alone. We're always alone.... having people around all the time just makes it easier to ignore that truth.

Hustle Man · « **Reply #20 on:** March 25, 2008, 04:24:54 PM »

Quote from: drkaje on March 25, 2008, 10:40:28 AM

I hope you did bent rows!!

Just let it go, Double J. If things were gonna work out, they would have. When guys get all hormonal over stuff like this it's usually a sign of fearing being alone. We're always alone.... having people around all the time just makes it easier to ignore that truth.

Doc, LOL!

Lord Humungous · « **Reply #21 on:** March 25, 2008, 04:30:34 PM »

Maybe Pam should stop hitting on me every chance she gets

Faust · « **Reply #22 on:** March 26, 2008, 06:36:37 AM »

I feel ya bro.

Good thing you talked everything out. Usually i don't and i sometimes i still think about that kinda stuff, the "when and how" and shit like that.

jaejonna · « **Reply #23 on:** April 02, 2008, 05:43:58 AM »

I banged out 4 broads, im good now. Thanks for your kind words....

Laura Lee · « **Reply #24 on:** April 02, 2008, 05:47:14 AM »

Quote from: jaejonna on April 02, 2008, 05:43:58 AM

I banged out 4 broads, im good now. Thanks for your kind words....

Well that was fast. I'm glad you "recovered"