You love talking about genetics, don't you?...
Been lurking the boards for years and even I noticed that he likes to complain about his genetics, even if sometimes it seems like it's more in good human than actual pity or sorrow.
Deicide, your genetics aren't as poor as you'd think. Maybe you're just stick on a really shitty plateau. I've seen a few of your pics and they're not that bad. You've got good legs, but I can't recall what your upper body looks like. Have you had any blood work lately? Do you know where your T sits, or what your thyroid's looking like? And are you positive that your diet is optimal for your goals? Because in my very limited experience, I've come to understand that NO ONES diet is anywhere near perfected... you can always make improvements. Sometimes these improvements are profound, like you've had a big epiphany. I've had a few of these.
Keep your head up and keep training your ass off, man. I started bodybuilding at around 100lbs just after graduating high school, had psoriasis or something in my hands (bad allergic reaction to my then-girlfriends cat) and I couldn't even make a fist without breaking out all over. Within two years I was a relatively lean 160-170lbs. Tried Superdrol and got to nearly 190lbs, only to get sick, put on a ton of fat and lose more muscle than I had before. Fought my way up to 200lbs with a real cycle with just test, had my PCT get demolished while moving, did another small cycle of sust and EQ and got back to 180-190lbs lean and now I'm sitting a bit about 170lbs but a lot leaner.
I get really bad migraines so sometimes I'll be bulking or cutting, then I'll get the worst migraine ever and my body goes fucking haywire. I'm not gonna touch any juice because I don't want to make marvelous gains and lose them a few months after PCT either. My body will not go below 170lbs now so my homeostasis finally seems to favor 170lbs over 100lbs... I'll sit here, continuing to build muscle without drugs, lose a lot more fat and get as ripped as possible without any drugs......... and then I'm gonna start juicing like crazy lol
We all have our challenges. I don't know anyone else who gets migraines as bad as I do. Been getting them since I was 5, and no pharms can help. I smoke marijuana recreationally and work on identifying migraine triggers so I don't lose my hard earned gains. My migraines cripple me, to the point where I may fall on the floor with pain, extreme nausea, etc. I think I may have decent genetics because all the gym rats were pretty astonished at how fast my brothers and I would grow (my brothers are fucking amazing genetic specimens - if only they would eat better!) but whatever... we've gotta make due with what we've got. Either that, or learn how to use drugs lol
Sorry for the tangent, didn't particularly mean to lecture you or anything. Just bored lol