Wow, good luck moosejay! Don't let this ruin your life.
I hope you will get better, and you will have a clear and peaceful mind even in these difficult times.
Well I do have to say:
1) after much deliberation,. I was forced to close my very successful practice after 18 years.
2) I can not exercise in any way...I likely will not be able to lift any more.
3) I can't drive, or perform many activities of daily living.
Maybe my life is temporarily ruined.
I truly feel I will riise again.
Mike