you didn't even watch the videos, so
Oh, you fell right into that one.
Yeh, I didn't feel it was worth me wasting my time watching videos posted by some schmoe who couldn't articulate his own point of view.
I'll cut to the chase. I don't come on to this board trying to make some huge revelation that I have concluded there is no god and therefore I'm an atheist and the best way to live is morally. Therefore I don't see why you should feel any achievement in posting how you have concluded that there is a god, but religion is a bad idea and we should all live morally. You seriously think this is some sort of revelation? Seriously, come on man.