Kai is...trying to contemplate not just the upcoming contest...but the Universe as a whole. Because when you step onstage...you don't just show the audience what you look like...you also show them everything that went into the preparation...
Ahhh fcuk it, I need to watch a couple of his video clips closely to channel him properly.
You wer doing well. The body represents the universe on a micro level. To take your body to the highest levels of development, one is exalting the universe, which is the highest level of a multifunctioning body. Your blood, sweat, and tears that you've shed while putting your body thru hell are nothing more than mere representations of the stars, planets, black holes, etc that make up the universe. The body is the temple, the universe is the cosmic temple, one that everything in it's entirity fits in. The good, the bad, the inifite. Just as the body is in a constant state of balance, so is the universe....
Or I could be wrong and all the shit is going to hell, just like Kai's body will.