
I know exactly what youre feeling man.
I went through my own personal hell dope/addiction, and the dope addicted females are the worst part.
The reason she was childish about you helping her get off, is that she didnt want off. She just wanted you to think she did, so you would love her/help her and it made her feel loved/cared for, but really she just wanted to get high.
As soon as you stopped buying her fix, she took all your shit and left, (cause dope chicks can somehow convince themselves that its YOUR fault for everything, and justify why they DESERVE to steal your shit).
Trust me man, youre better off, and if you really want to be better and do less drugs, youd never do it with her around, youre in much better shape.
I know those chicks are the best for sex, most fun, etc, but the drugs cause them to be major head cases and theyll never care about anything aside from themselves and their next high.
I used to hate your posts failcan, but recently Ive been really impressed watching you grow mature and I know what youre going through, so I really feel for you man. As long as you stay strong and on your direction, youll get there and things will get better.
Fuck those women, they just use you and they use youre emotions to get what they want. "Help me, I dont want to do this anymore really I just need help to get off them, I cant do it by myself!" Then they go out and run to their dealer and laugh with him telling him how she cant wait to get fucked up.
Drugs turn women into soulless demons.