lol, im a problem? i go from hood to rich neighborhoods, i have rasta friends and i have venture capitalist friends, and i get along with everyone, but I am the problem?
you are sitting by yourself at your little desk arming yourself for something that isnt even coming, you imagine blacks starting shit with you and how you will kick their asses, then when your in a place surrounded by blacks who dont even notice you, your head is filled with WHEN ARE THEY GONNA MAKE THEIR MOVE, THEY HATE ME BECAUSE IM WHITE, I KNOW IT
you need to have soem fucking mental self discipline, and i am serious, this is how i deal with things, by not allowing myself to get too high, by being even keeled i suppress my anxiety