Basically arranged a fuck with a girl who was a bit of a chubster. About what I can get looking how I do at the moment. So anyways I'm over at her apartment, getting naked and guess what? shit just don't work. I feel a love handle roll and feel some bile in the back of my throat. I close my eyes and squeeze a tit and it still don't work. Then she says "u a fag or something?". This pissed me off so I said that her girl smells like fish and I can't get turned on. Ensue screaming match/things being thrown at me as I get my clothes on as fast I can.
I came home and had to beat it to some fit girls. Idk if it was the ephedrine making me like that, or the fact the gf I left was a fatty and now I can't get attracted in the least to it.
To keep it bodybuilding related, where's the best place to see fit chicks outside of the gym. At a park in my city there are "bootcamps" so I stroll by there sometime. You never know.