if memory serves, you were ringing the bells leading up to the 2012 end, although i was only checking in very infrequently then. i would also wager you bought into the harold camping EOTW as well.
my life is spent dealing with reality. things on the ground. not nonsense numerology and conspiracy tinfoil hattery weaving tales of shadowy cabals. frankly i think you're FAR too generous toward the world governments and wealthy elites to believe them intelligent, capable, and organized enough to accomplish a quarter of what you've claimed.
as for your apocalyptic leanings, i don't even know WHERE to begin with why that's a crock. but here's the ultimatum: put a date on it that the world will end by, and if we all make it through that day without armageddon, you stop crying wolf. it's not going to happen. it will be just another day like any other.
is there a lot of shady shit? of course. and some will get worse before it gets better. but they'll all be stories to tell our grandchildren, who will have stories to tell their grandchildren, and so on until the heat death of earth in some half a trillion years.
