agreed.... kept going and going, couldnt find a rythm, all over the place... and like you said, all I wanted to do was lay down shut my eyes and let it go crazy, but I couldnt, had to regulate my breathing, and pray that my heart didnt do something crazy.
it was gnarly.
Used to hapoen to me with coke all the time. .what I didn't realize was I had adult acid reflux and the cocaine aggravated it.
So I would whack down a few lines....everything is honky dory, feeling good....then after about an hour and a decent amount of blow....I start getting sharp pains in my "chest" which is really the acid in my esophagus.
but now I'm high as fuck and truly believe I'm having a heart attack.....this snowballs and now I'm nervous as fuck...heart is pounding out of my chest because I'm freaking out... and I truly think I'm going to die....I went so far as to drive myself to the emergency room twice.
One day I just chewed on a few Tums and a Gas-X and It was gone in seconds.