Looks like a socially awkward troubled youth that could never fit in with anyone, constantly being mocked and ridiculed by people he thought were his friends, and he just took it and smiled because he was so desperate for acceptance, even though he may be a decent person and never figured out that he should never have tried so hard to fit in in the first place, because no one respects a man who tries to fit in by impressing them or trying to be the man he thinks they want him to be
I could believe that was Shizzo.
P.S.
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