Hey, Josh, this is a horrible question, but I'm gonna ask it anyway. Why haven't you offed yourself? I certainly don't want you to, please understand, but you seem to welcome it. What keeps you going?
ok I'll come clean right here with this question.
No it doesnt offend me at all. Because what I write on here is not who I am. I merely ride the tails of who I used to be on here and in real life. Ive been quite stable for a while now (knock on wood). I am not on welfare anymore. I have a girlfriend (going on 2 years), a house, a really really small cabin at a lake, a 2012 vehicle, a 1991 s10 lowrider that I am bagging and bodydropping for a project. I dont work full time, but I do work part time. Between the 2 of us we make a good income, granted hers is wayyyyyyy bigger than mine cause shes quite intelligent and has a very good job. Oh and we have Potato the dog of course. We will move to the Okanagan inside 2 years because we both want to and winters here suck.
As far as death goes, I have no interest in offing myself. On the other hand, if I died tomorrow, well so be it. I have absolutely zero fear of death. Theres no reason to fear it cause when it happens, well, thats the way it is. Im nearly 50, and from what i have been through in life, EVERYONE agrees that I have exceeded my life expectancy.
My gf knows everything about getbig and is sitting right here (with the dog). Thats my actual life. I fuck around on here to pass time and work people up. There are people on here who can vouch for all this as they have seen the proof, the pics and I talk to them quite a bit.
Anyways, hope that answers your question. Now cue all the people to say I am full of shit. And thats ok, cause it shouldnt be any other way on here. But really, why do you think I dont get mad anymore? Life is good