I was with my ex for just under 4 years. We got married in September, everything seemed to be going well. We were just about ot buy a condo/a car, and lots of talk fo kids. On March she out of the blue got distant, then a week later asked em to move out and she wanted a divorce. It was horrible for me i broke down that night called my mom i had no clue what to do. I called her mom to see what i should do etc. The Ex flipped her **** at that, but come on a divorce is serious any sane man would do anything to save a marriage they loved. I was sleeping on a friends couch after it happened. I could barely sleep or eat and always quiet at work. I later found out that the same friend who's couch i was sleeping on was sleeping with my wife while i was on his couch.
She did not seem to care when i was in tears that night, she did not seem to care when i was moving. Hell, the only emotional reaction i got out of her from the separation was when i told her mom. I have no clue what she is doing i imagine still seeing my old friend (have not seen him since before i left his couch, training muay thai for 2 years afraid i would end up in jail). All of our friends disowned him and he is completely alone. In fact when i confronted her about it he left the city for 3 days. I went to my old place to get all my stuff i found his hat, her birth control pills,the wine from our wedding opened. She also had a secret facebook account that i found out she had after the fact.
I have been hooking up with randoms and everything but i still feel brutal about it.The randoms arent even the same. I jsut dont have the same feel to it. I guess its because the separation was so recently? Divorce will hopefully be finalized in November. I hate her i really do but i have no clue what would happen if she came back to me to apologize etc.
