Vince,
Please take my advice seriously, you are getting to that age where you are no longer responsible nor coherent enough to be left alone to your own devices and especially not on the internet. I am not sure whether this is an early onset of dementia, but please get a flight back home, have a conversation with some loved ones and start looking into suitable homes for the elderly in Canada where you will be monitored and looked after round the clock.
We've seen it all on Getbig, but dementia infused rants and elderly deterioration before our eyes is not something we want to witness.