I get it, you are unhappy, and want to stay that way. And want to deny or deprive others of "happiness". Whatever happened in your life I hope you get over it.
I believe happiness and misery is a state of mind. And it can be fleeting, it can last long periods or it can last short moments. It could be said to exist in either extreme for long periods of time is detrimental, because it gives us a skewed sense of reality.
We as individuals compare ourselves for many different reasons. If one of those reasons is to see who is the happiest or most fulfilled, that is some weird ass shit. Like some sort of "happiness game".
"I am more happy than you!", "No, he is more happy than you!"
And how you quantify who is more "happy"?
The only thing I don't understand is why you choose to be so damn miserable, and just end it. But, instead you want to act like a disease and spread...and that probably in some way makes you "happy".
So, I propose this. If you choose to exist and not end it, then what do you live for? Answer that, and maybe seek happiness within that.
It doesn't matter what you "believe" in, only thing that matters is how our biology works, and it seems that you don't want to acknowledge it. As for my happiness - I'm very happy currently.
And how you quantify who is more "happy"?
- very simple. Odds of survival. Better or worse. That's it, nothing else to babble about. You have more money - your odds are better, you are better looking - your ods are better, you've got a female with great genes (compared to these around you) - your odds are better. To understand what is what - you have to compare, there's NO escape from that. I don't know what is it you don't like about that so much, but your "beliefs" won't change the "system", it's only that you may continue living in some personal delusions.. (which shatter anyway, sooner or later as you can't escape the reality).
The only thing I don't understand is why you choose to be so damn miserable, and just end it. But, instead you want to act like a disease and spread...and that probably in some way makes you "happy". - I'm not miserable, I've found ways to use the "system" to my benefit, and as long as I'm doing that succesfully - I'll just enjoy the ride. And if I'd find myself in a really miserable situation with no way out - I'm sure I'd put an end to it. The last thing I'm afraid of is - death. There's nothing to be afraid. So far existence seems more fun to me.
So, I propose this. If you choose to exist and not end it, then what do you live for? Answer that, and maybe seek happiness within that. - That's my bussiness and I don't have to explain it to anyone. The main argument was not about that. But you start to sound like a regular religious nut who finds some sort of an idea "emotionally unacceptable" so dismisses it by default. I call people like that - "Seekers of a state". You don't want to understand, you want to feel "happy". Some people achieve this by indulging in alcohol/drugs, some in religion, some in pseudophilosophical bullshit. More power to them.