Yup I know...imagine if you had to date again? its filth out here.
I was married for 18 years until I destroyed my marriage...Karma of Piss
If I ever lose my wife I would not date someone else.
We spent all life together, it would be pointless to go search another woman.
I would feel like a total tool preparing myself to go out at night.
Would keep active instead, raise a dog, go fishing, hunting.