Omg.. texts from kid I used to sponsor. Utter stupidity. Had to share.

[Marvin Martian]

You have a good point.

I'm a graduate of the Selection Resource Institute. We were taught to read what a person is really conveying when answering specific questions during a job interview. I don't agree with all their theories. But using them is far better than just guessing who is right for the job.

Unfortunately ESF will never respond to my post because he can’t lie to himself. I realize that I come off as a jerk, but in reality I don’t wish the guy ill will.
By the way - I’ve said some rude things to you but you seem like a decent dude. I can’t say that I understand the desire to use a pecker as a pacifier or how a mans shit shooter could possibly be appealing , but it is none of my business if you do!!
I do 100% disagree that I should ever be compelled to use ANY of these preposterous new pronouns - but if others want to use them - ok.

[Marvin Martian]

ok Eric - you are right. The truth is you have a life that we all wish we could have.

[JustPlaneJane]

Lead the way, cun't.

Poor emasculated little boy....

Kill yourself.

[wes]

Unfortunately ESF will never respond to my post because he can’t lie to himself. I realize that I come off as a jerk, but in reality I don’t wish the guy ill will.
By the way - I’ve said some rude things to you but you seem like a decent dude. I can’t say that I understand the desire to use a pecker as a pacifier or how a mans shit shooter could possibly be appealing , but it is none of my business if you do!!
I do 100% disagree that I should ever be compelled to use ANY of these preposterous new pronouns - but if others want to use them - ok.

[joswift]

So you're saying I never received the texts from this kid?

And after I copy/pasted his texts, that I recalled his telling me about how he "wouldn't let anybody bully him" In jail and talked about running to push the button on jail pods door to.tell the guards and have guys removed and being oblivious that id see that as him bragging about being a Snitching little sissy who I could no longer trust and would  never consider helping him with anything ever again... And also while typing, recalled his retarded response of thinking putting butter on syringe plungers being the reason for his "brain tumor" after telling him he's lucky he didn't have a pulmonary embolism or stroke doing so... And how he thought/thinks going off his methadone and going back to heroin amd thinking he's gonna somehow "taper" off heroin after a couple months and about how he told his mommy.about this plan because his.mommynis his best friend and he tells her everything.... And how his constantly talking about "nodding" and asking about "nod this... Nod that" and how I never used that term and how I fucken hated hearing him talk about it and how he's exactly the kind of drug user I can't stand and want nothing to do with.... Oh, and how I saw I'm in his phones contacts as some creepy "guy i see" shit...

Things that aren't details of the original story and nothing to do with one another..... Thats your "proof" that it's all "made up"?

What the fuck would be the point? Fuck, you're retarded.

and again someone else is the butt of the story while you paint youyrself as exactly the opposite

[ESFitness]

and again someone else is the butt of the story while you paint youyrself as exactly the opposite

And they wronged me how?

I see it now. You suffer from a learning disability. Should've picked up on it earlier.

[wes]

So now it comes out that this cheese eating dime dropping rat is he one that outed White Widow.

Nothing lower than a snitch in my book.

And once again you are correct ESF,I hsven`t been to an AA meeting in in many years.................st ill clean and sober...........the    principles work.

If I ever feel the need or desire to to drink.............I`d get to a meeting at warp speed.
 
The gym was my AA meeting for many years.

[Marvin Martian]

Ok, well then maybe I nod off if i did a 2.5g shot. But 1 and 1.5g shots never did.

You're grasping at straws, idiot.

You said that opiates do not cause you to nod off - period. You stated that “they don’t affect me that way”
They affect you the same way they affect every other human dumbass.

[ESFitness]

So now it comes out that this cheese eating dime dropping rat is he one that outed White Widow.

Nothing lower than a snitch in my book.

And once again you are correct ESF,I hsven`t been to an AA meeting in in many years.................st ill clean and sober...........the    principles work.

If I ever feel the need or desire to to drink.............I`d get to a meeting at warp speed.
 
The gym was my AA meeting for many years.

I'm a rat? Did I get him charged? Or did I out him here?

If I were the drug addict you claim, why wouldn't I get pain pills and fentanyl patches and lollipops from him?

Fuck you're stupid.

[Marvin Martian]

Right - how could you be an addict? I mean who ever heard of an addict who said he wasn’t an addict??

“Opiates don’t affect me that way..” lol. Then admits that if he took enough of course they make him nod off

[joswift]

Right - how could you be an addict? I mean who ever heard of an addict who said he wasn’t an addict??

“Opiates don’t affect me that way..” lol. Then admits that if he took enough of course they make him nod off

$130k on heroin in 4 years, nah, not an addict

[Powerlift66]

Unfortunately ESF will never respond to my post because he can’t lie to himself. I realize that I come off as a jerk, but in reality I don’t wish the guy ill will.
By the way - I’ve said some rude things to you but you seem like a decent dude. I can’t say that I understand the desire to use a pecker as a pacifier or how a mans shit shooter could possibly be appealing , but it is none of my business if you do!!
I do 100% disagree that I should ever be compelled to use ANY of these preposterous new pronouns - but if others want to use them - ok.

Great post reported!!   

[Kwon]

1:32 Me smiling to a hot chick in a bar 1:34 Hot chick reaction

[ESFitness]

$130k on heroin in 4 years, nah, not an addict

So now it's 130k??

Even if I were still using, that would mean I would've had to start in 2013.

Ironic how people like you, who likely have never been addicted to heroin, believe you're experts on heroin prices, doses, and tolerance.

The final 9months before rehab alone was 75k.

[Primemuscle]

So now it's 130k??

Even if I were still using, that would mean I would've had to start in 2013.

Ironic how people like you, who likely have never been addicted to heroin, believe you're experts on heroin prices, doses, and tolerance.

The final 9months before rehab alone was 75k.

You'll notice that I have yet to comment on heroin addictions. This is because I know absolutely nothing about heroin. Never tried it and never will. Not saying I am substance abuse free, but at least I can say heroin in not in my playbook. As far as substance abuse goes, alcohol is my weakness. I struggle with my absolute desire to be as healthy as possible and my tendency to have too many drinks. I'm doing well right now. But, I know how easy it is to cross that line, which makes me ever watchful.

[wes]

Typical mind of an ex-crackhead alcoholic. Thank God I never used stimulants. you kind have an absolute lack of reasoning or comprehension of logic. Not to mention you argue with everybody you can and suffer for the rest of your lives from "if I can't do it, if I didn't do it, there's no way anybody else could have and I need all the attention on me!!".

I offer stories and recollections as cautionary tales. Never have I ever said "opiate addiction is so awesome!" Or "you should absolutely drink till your pancreas is so inflamed you can't stand up straight and end up I the hospital for 10 days! It's great!", "It's really fucking great when you blow 50, then 70, then 90, then 120 thousand fucking dollars on opiates! Better yet, is YOU DONT EVEN GET HIGH!! you don't even enjoy it! You just get to spend money so you don't get sick, it's great!!"

Yet, crackheads and tweakers like Wes here, take that as "you're lying!!! I'm more of a loser than you! I was poor white trash! I'm from the MEAN streets!!! I was never addicted to opiates or heroin, but I KNOW more about what it's like than YOU DO!!".


Do you see the stupidity??

You realize I was the one who outted "WhiteWidow" for selling rec drugs here and trying to get me to help him sell here, right?

You realize there are plenty of people who read this who are actively addicted to painpills, alcohol, and benzos who I've helped or tried to help via PM here, right? People you'd never suspect, and whove never mentioned it I open forum.

Amazes me how there are people on here who argue about how opiates supposedly affect "everybody", yet they've never been addicted and only repeat shit theyve read on Google.

Somebody like Wes, who's "spoken over 100x" at AA/NA, with 18yrs sober, is on a bbing board arguing with people who aren't arguing with him, lying about "1 friend", then 2, now 4!! "Friends from San Diego", where I haven't lived in 15 fucking years lol..... Yea, Wes, recalling working those Steps, right? You're super qualified to be representing what 12-Steps is about.

I doubt you even go to meetings you're not speaking at. If you had, you'd realize you're the kind of speaker people sit in back and roll their eyes at and snicker at while telling "your story".

Pathetic

LIke I said dickhead,in 2 weeks time I`ve got 18 years clean and sober.

Brought up in the ghetto in the 60`s and 70`s and later had to return for 13more years..............it`s just the way it was.

Do you think for one minute that as a white gu\y I never had a few zillion fights in a black ghetto?

I`d fight your soft ass any day even at my age because you may beat my ass but you`d be minus a fuckin eye at the end of the slaughter.

[Primemuscle]

LIke I said dickhead,in 2 weeks time I`ve got 18 years clean and sober.

Brought up in the ghetto in the 60`s and 70`s and later had to return for 13more years..............it`s just the way it was.

Do you think for one minute that as a white gu\y I never had a few zillion fights in a black ghetto?

I`d fight your soft ass any day even at my age because you may beat my ass but you`d be minus a fuckin eye at the end of the slaughter.

Too bad about your negative experiences. Hopefully, you've risen above your past. I doubt you and EZfitness are going to rumble anytime soon. Give this childish game up. You are better and should be more mature than this.

[wes]

Too bad about your negative experiences. Hopefully, you've risen above your past. I doubt you and EZfitness are going to rumble anytime soon. Give this childish game up. You are better and should be more mature than this.

The only reason my family was forced to live there was because my father was a woman beating drunk and his brother owned the house..............big duplex......my grandparents lived on one side and we on the other.

We were basically  poor so my uncle didn`t charge us much in rent.

It is what it is.

AS far as ESF goes,how does he know that I haven`t sewed up wounds with guitar string?  LOL 

One thing I can say is that I`ve been hit by experts in my day...............still here to talk about it too.

[ESFitness]

LIke I said dickhead,in 2 weeks time I`ve got 18 years clean and sober.

Brought up in the ghetto in the 60`s and 70`s and later had to return for 13more years..............it`s just the way it was.

Do you think for one minute that as a white gu\y I never had a few zillion fights in a black ghetto?

I`d fight your soft ass any day even at my age because you may beat my ass but you`d be minus a fuckin eye at the end of the slaughter.

Did you think you were gonna sound tuff and cool while typing this out?

You know know corny & lame you sound? You sound like a guy who smoked crack, smoked, snorted, and injected coke and meth for 30yrs. Congrats.

[ponal]

All this kunts stories have to due with his addiiction problems,says he`s been straight for years.....I`ll be 18 years sober in 2 weeks time and hardly ever mention the fact unless the thread warrants it.

what do you want praise?

[stuntmovie]

PONAL, YEP! In my humble opinion 'praise' is warranted for any individual who overcomes drug or alcohol addiction.

[joswift]

PONAL, YEP! In my humble opinion 'praise' is warranted for any individual who overcomes drug or alcohol addiction.

agreed, but its odd that people never get praise for not becoming an addict in the first place..

[Marvin Martian]

agreed, but its odd that people never get praise for not becoming an addict in the first place..

To be fair - there are MANY reasons for addiction. I personally know two people that had major surgeries and extensive recoveries where the drug dealing doctor way over prescribed pain meds / anti anxiety meds. Neither of these guys were looking to get high - but both got very sick with addiction. Fortunately both have overcome it, but it was not an easy thing for either.

[joswift]

To be fair - there are MANY reasons for addiction. I personally know two people that had major surgeries and extensive recoveries where the drug dealing doctor way over prescribed pain meds / anti anxiety meds. Neither of these guys were looking to get high - but both got very sick with addiction. Fortunately both have overcome it, but it was not an easy thing for either.

agreed, i was just making the point..

its like the guys on Oprah that get a round of applause because they say "I didnt go to jail, I look after my kids"

Seriously, thats not going above and beyond thats worthy of applause, thats what you are supposed to do.

[Dave D]

Did you think you were gonna sound tuff and cool while typing this out?

You know know corny & lame you sound? You sound like a guy who smoked crack, smoked, snorted, and injected coke and meth for 30yrs. Congrats.

It sounds like someone doesnt value his eyes....