Oh you're one of those guys that said the Nazarene walked on water because he couldn't swim, right?
Given your storied past, I highly recommend you find something other than self deprecation on here to alleviate your misery. I know good when I read, see or hear it. I also know DUMB. Your post, quoted above, is reeeeeally D U M B.
In contrast, the teachings of the Nazarene are incredible.
Ok , allow me to give a serious and detailed answer:
1. I don't believe Jesus was born of a virgin, who got pregnant by magical conception .
2. I don't believe Jesus is the son of God .
3. I don't believe he rose from the dead .
In simple terms I think Jesus, the man existed and was a wonderful spiritual teacher.
BUT, he's not GOD, he's just a man who died a cruel death after sharing some wisdom.
I find it strange that anyone who questions this , is a "doubting Thomas" with evil intent.
Ya know , I actually believe in GOD, but, I believe Jesus was just a man. A decent , wise man...but just a man.
I'm not a Christian and don't adhere to any one faith or dogma. I simply have a basic faith in an omnipotent GOD
and the existence of good vs evil.
I studied every major world religion and went to Sunday School (bible study) from age 6- 14 ( parents required it).
As a young adult I began to believe that GOD is bigger then Christianity and Jesus was only a man.
That's my religion and I feel quite blessed and at peace with it.
You likely have a different faith and view on this and that's fine.
More wars and hatred have been caused by a difference in religion. That's not Godly!
God Bless, Howard