See Hanky,I`m real and I`m realistic.....I have often said on here that I`m a "journeyman" type of bodybuilder.....and don`t forget I lost 11 years due to drinking and drug use no excuse.....self inflicted,but regardless I call myself a "journeyman" while you refer to yourself as being close to being on the very cusp of becoming an IFBB BEAST.......you delusional dreamer......know your role dude.