You are just mad you are a frail old man
Everyone ages Brian,but not everyone gains wisdom when they age,much like yourself....your mindset is like that of a 14 year old kid who just got into lifting.
Why in the fuck would I be jealous of you......you`re build is far from one I would have attempted to emulate or look up to.
I have done over 60 contests and have beaten tons of guys bigger and better than you......but I never complained when I got beaten like you complained after your contest,in fact I`d be the first guy to shake the winners hand.....there`s not a jealous or envious bone in my body.....especially when it comes to you.....in fact I feel sorry for you because you`re mentally weak,insecure,narcissistic,and a dickhead to everyone,just to name a few of an entire slew of mental problems you have, that you are more than likely unaware of or too scared to come to grips with in an attempt to get better mentally and emotionally.
You`re a hot mess!