I can't help my phone is horrible with auto correct.
What I do know, is that you are a moron for believing in a Christian "Heaven". What, do you expect to have restaurants in the clouds, where you can meet George Washington, and your dead relatives, for tofu?
You are in for a surprise when you die. I'm not dumb enough to say that there is nothing that happens when you die, but it certainly isn't something from any man made, religion.
See that's the problem....you honestly don't know what you are talking about. You brought up God, Christianity and referenced a fairly tale afterlife and suggested I'd be deprived of it because I was an unfaithful husband. I believe in ashes to ashes and dust to dust. I believe in hell on earth. Life is what you make it. My life is good. How's yours?
Have you ever been married?
Have you ever been in a serious relationship of any kind?
Do you have children or grandchildren?
You hang out on a quasi bodybuilding site and by your own admission you know nothing about bodybuilding, exercise or diet for that matter.
And today more than ever before, it seems obvious you are a nasty, mean spirited drunk. Is this the real you? What a shame. You must be very unhappy. Ever think about going to rehab? Ever think about getting some help with your mental problems?