I sat awake the other night for hours, dreading that the news of Phil’s passing would be confirmed. I am devastated and my grief is overwhelming, that such a good man could be taken at such an early age. I went to sleep with the wonderful memories of our phone calls, training videos, silly photos, and family stories in my heart and awoke to Chaos’ email confirming Pellius’ passing. I still have heartache that makes it difficult to breathe.
For now I will pray for Phil and his family, then mourn in my own way when appropriate. My tears will be my silent words of grief.
In time, I will be okay…but not today.
Goodbye sweet Prince. ❤️