You have a sickness. I bet you are taxing your body too far in the "healthy direction".
Your "mirror muscles" mean nothing, when it comes to actual health.
We honestly need to stop equating muscles to being healthy. There isn't as much correlation as you think.
12,172 steps as of 1:23 pm
Did 45 Minutes of Cardio on the elliptical at 4am
Did 45 Minutes of Shoulders, calves, abs, and bis - 4am
You ?