I don't watch CNN, I get most of my information from independent you tube reports. I have a good sense for bias wherever it occurs. I met my girlfriend sex months after the Invasion started. At the beginning I was leaning towards Russia before waking up to the extent of the "peace keeping operation". If my crazy missus left me I would still support a country and people's right to defend itself against eradication. I do not particularly like the attitudes towards life inherent in the Ukrainian personality and how a man is treated like an ATM with a penis. Or a country that feels it can move in and genocide another. ⁹
It has nothing to do with Ukrainian personality. This is how things work in Eastern cultures ; men are supposed to be strong providers/protectors. Restraint and stoicism are also fundamental parts of a male's characteristics in Eastern Europe.
If you show your emotions, share your "feelings", or even overreact to her bullshit during a fight, she is absolutely going to lose respect for you and see younas a weakling.
I don't know what you mean when you call9 her "crazy", but it doesn't sound good.
Lastly, while I understand your position in this conflict, I would strongly advise you not to use words like orcs, Putler,Moskal, Russnya, Mordor, huylo, etc. Those aren't
your words. By doing that, her mind interprets it as a display of allegiance to her. It's just how it is.
Not trying to be a dick or anything. You seem like a genuinely nice guy, but I can see you have little understanding of how an Eastern woman's mind works ( or even Eastern people in general.)
I wish you both to be happy and well.