I never said I would win but if I am going to do a show may as well do one in Vegas with a good lineup and other fun stuff to do like checking out the convention and seeing Vegas. I really don't think my physique is a mess. I think I look pretty decent for my age. The problem is I am in the wrong division. I would be competing in the classic if I wanted to be more competitive. But I like my crab and most muscular poses and I want to get bigger not leaner. You keep saying I have done nothing, but I think staying in shape to be able to compete now is something.
You will win nothing unless you are in a class by yourself. For your age, yes, you have a good physique......but, it could be obtained on low TRT with a good diet. You are taking 3-5 years off your life IMO with all the drugs you do, and you know you are getting nothing out of it in the end. Since you are blessed with having a child/children from what I have read, I think you are a selfish, narcissitic, asshole who will leave them alone and ashamed of your choice of BBing over them. Also, you have no legs.