I cannot recall if I posted this but recently but I tried to bench press with 150lbs and it kinda slammed into me. Big mistake. I now have a bruised sternum and chest muscles but it doesn't hurt as much as my stoopid ego. Yup. I did not think to set the catches on my Smith Machine and paid the price for wanting to be me more than I can right now. Does that make sense? It took a while for things to quit spinning and for me to be able to get the bar high enough on the holes for the hooks to get out.
My doctors are pissed. I put this here to remind me and shame me into not being a dumbass ever again. As if.
They said no bench presses for a long time. Today I did 5 sets of curls and triceps for 20 reps each with 15lbs. I am not giving up but I will be giving in to reality. I am supposed to go visit relatives in the midwest but am not allowed to fly and cannot yet drive for long distances but if/when my doctors say I can then I will but I will take my time getting there and I will only see my favorite aunties and not the cousins that were assholes to me. And my little sister!
Reality is I did this to me because instead of being inspired by you gentlemen I was incited by my ego and thoughts of YEARS gone by. My daughter told me she is pregnant with their third child and I need to be around. One of my nieces has suffered three miscarriages but is now pregnant and holding on past the time she lost her other babies. I need to be around.
150lbs. I am not soon going to forget nor forgive myself. I have been hit by cars and gotten up faster and in better condition. What a maroon! Thank you for reading. I welcome any instructive chiding.