So Shizzo, you inherited some money. You spent it on a used BMW and casinos. Now you are broke.
What am I missing?
Not much, besides 4,000+ a month in hotel bills on top of that. I wanted to live like a Rockstar. That lasted for about a year and now I'm rock bottom.
The alcohol made me a zombie, and I didn't care about anything else. I gambled, and the house always eventually won, like they always do.
Went to the hospital at least 6 times. Maybe I was subconsciously trying to kill myself. You don't think I kick myself in the face of how stupid I am? What I had, what I lost.
It's hard waking up in the morning. I'm 41, and I've wasted my life. Do you know how how bad that feels?