I’ve been really low and I’ve been really high so I can appreciate your situation. I lived in my car for a year many years ago and slept in hotel parking lots. If you ever make it up this way I would check you in to the casino hotel. Good luck. Sometimes life’s a whore.
Appreciate the post man. Like someone mentioned before, how would it look like, for me to show up to a shelter with a Beamer?
Besides, I have been to a 28 day residential program Saint John's Recovery Place near St Augustine FL. Even though there were recovering alcoholics and drug addicts there, we bonded. There were some really good people there. That cost me $18,500 by the way (get health insurance)
What I'm worried about are these shelters. I've seen skid row in L.A. and that famous street in Philadelphia. I don't want to get stabbed, or robbed for my shoes. It doesn't seem like it's much different than jail. I'm not about that life. I'm not a career shelter dude.
But again I put myself in this situation. I think a part of my brain shut off when my parents and my grandmother died within 6 months of each other, in 2021.
That's why I partied like a Rockstar to try and block it all out, knowing in the back of my mind that chickens where gonna come home to roost eventually.