Your arms have never been this big in your entire life
its not about him, and thats what you dont get
your entire right side is gone. Step back from your ego and look at your entire right side, your missing lat, half a chest, substantially smaller arm, complete lopsidedness at a level rarely seen. But sadly your arrogance wont let you look at yourself without prejudice. And that fukn mustache, geezus, lets look 64 years old on purpose