But you said you can't bench 185 so how is it you are increasing your training load other than exhausting your recovery?
All those drugs and you are weak. No gains.
With all the juice you should be strong as heck.
Your training and diet are not producing results beyond keeping you lean.
I appreciate your conversing with me about this.
last bench i got 210 for 5 with paused reps at the chest, on the behind neck press i did 135 for a double
on anadrol i benched 245 for 6 striaght reps
the only drug that increased str was anadrol, tren didn't, mast didn't var didn't but anadrol was a different story
i won't be incereasing loads for the next 5 weeks as i will be straving

here's my diet 2 days in
day 1: meal 1: 2 whole eggs in about 200 ml of milk and 1000 ml of energy drink
meal 2: 100 grams of white fish, 25 grams of meat, cup of rice and sweet and sour sause for the fish
and that's it

day 2: meal 1: 1 whole eggs in about 200 ml of milk and 1000 ml of energy drink
meal 2: 50 grams of white fish, 50 grams of meat, cup of rice and sweet and sour sause for the fish
i'll pound out 2 meals daily for most days and add a 3rd maybe every 5th day
did this on my first recomp and ended up gaining losing 12-13 pounds of fat while GAINING 9-10 pounds of muscle and that was on 250 mgs sust and 20 mgs dbol

this time round its 525 mgs sust and 210 mgs ACE
i'll add in my daily meals and take update photos weekly as i'll lose fat VERY VERY FAST i can lose 3% bodyfat in 2 weeks so in 4 weeks i can lose 6% and that would put my bodyfat at sub-4% i'll post my leanest ever condition ever which was sub-4 or very near