I'll be a braggart. I've had several streaks of 100 plus days of no fap, no porn, masterbation or semen release. I enjoy the focus, energy and feeling of general well-being. Also, for me being a porn addict for 2 plus decades, I wanted this monkey off my back and wanted control of my body, control over my lusts.
On a spiritual level, I came to understand how destructive this was to my soul and how I viewed sex and women.
On a behavioral level I understood it was quite pathetic to not have control of your sexual urges. I used it as an adult pacifier. Stressed? Beat off to porn. Horny? Beat off to porn, you won't have to put in any effort. Want a blast of dopamine? Beat off to porn. Overtime, this crippled me socially, gave me porn induced erectile disfunction and to be honest, I preferred porn over real women and justified it because women cost money and are generally annoying (still true to a degree). It also made me unmotivated, feeling perpetually drained and tired and very moody. It was all bad.
I knew it was because of the years of porn use. Several years ago, I diligently researched all aspects of the damaging effects of porn use and came across Napoleon Hill's "Think and Grow Rich" semen retention section of the book. I also came across Eastern philosophy on semen retention and of course, the no-fap movement here in the West. I knew I has fucked up but could be salvaged.
That's exactly I set out to do. It was difficult and I failed many times. Several years ago, you all here noticed I became a very open spokesman against porn and an advocate of retaining your seed.
Using my experiences as anecdotal evidence, I can bear witness to the effects of semen retention, eliminating porn use and reclaiming dominion over my body.
I'm better in all ways. Socially, spiritually, energy, health, and motivation. What I came to understand, is that porn is free for a reason and not because they're nice people. It's to weaken men, make them docile and lower the population. If you know me, you know I'm motivated by defeating these sinister m o t h e r f u c k e r s. And that's why I routinely get my megaphone and preach the dangers if porn and the benefits of semen retention.
BTW, that beautiful white girl is right. There's nothing wrong with her, she's not crazy. She's vibing on a different level which seems crazy to the masses. Respect to her.
Hope this helps some brothers out there become their best selves.
