You talk about how you spent 5 years drinking. I spent 5 years of my life trying to do a double back looping backflip on a kiteboard in Maui. I spent a decade of my life trying to become the next Gordan Gekko. I have other interest outside bodybuilding and getting big.
That is one reason I actually like Classic I wish they had had that class when I was in my 20s. I am big enough for classic right now I don't need to bulk I don't need to gain any weight I don't need to take a bunch of weird stuff. I can just train get in the best shape possible then compete once a year. Instead of trying to get bigger I can focus on my weak areas and improve them.
When you say steroid you are missing the concept. I would consider myself someone who studies endocrinology my interest are in repair of ligaments, tendons, Cartlidge, inflammation and cellular metabolic function. It is more about anti aging when you guys say steroids and muscles you are missing the entire concept. The idea is to heal the body anabolic are a very small part of that. I am not currently taking any "steroids" nor have I in a long time.
Yet you fuck with compounds that directly cause problems. FTTP (or whatever) .....diurectics.....
I have forgotten more on cell phys than you know. If you cared as much about "anti-aging"....you wouldn't be sitting here trying to get to the bodyweights you say you do.
And yes, you are on "steroids".....testosterone is a sex hormone....otherwise known as a sex STEROID. You want to throw semantics out...there's one for you. Bioidentical or not...it IS a steroid.
It is ALSO a drug. A prescription DRUG.