Because of your delusion of how you look you think there is some chance a beautiful young woman would be interested in you.
For a man of your age he must actually be quite impressive and I am unaware of you being impressive in any way other than fit for an over the hill man.
So to answer your question buying hookers is the best use of your money.
You don’t have the various attributes needed to ever be in a relationship so it seems you have no choice.
You could step into a reality and make changes, but you seem to have made it clear you don’t believe you have what it takes.
To think you will find a drug that will magically fix your issue is ridiculous too.
If you can’t meet women on X you just don’t have it in you.
Here's the truth
I know 6 guys in my gym and we would talk often and some of them knew some of the females there and 1 of them told me his 24 year old female friend thought I was hot and he told me she would go on a date with me if I asked her
Another told me his female friend who was 22 was interested in me and I could ask her out
Problem was both gjrls.were a little too fat for.me
So chief you're wrong but nice try
And yep I can't be in a long term relationship but I can "wing it* for bout 4-6 weeks if I really try
You have no clue what kind of response I get from people in real, well I mean my body