Wes

[US MUSL]

How are you doing Wes? You seem a little spicy lately!

[unwieldy]

His attitude is befitting of his advanced age, elevated status, movie star good looks, and animalistic virility. Nevertheless, he strives to be a humble worker in the vineyard of the Lord, laudable in conduct and strong in faith.

I implore you to take this into account, along with what the Scriptures teach on the matter.

1 Timothy 5:1
'Rebuke not an elder sharply, but exhort him as a father.'

[wes]

How are you doing Wes? You seem a little spicy lately!

I`m fine I guess........hadn`t posted much in the recent past (just off and on....very little) due to being depressed over my illness.....I was ordered not to lift anything heavier than a gallon of milk for many months, but doing a bit better now.....I miss training.....it`s been well over a year and a half since I worked out...I just have to bust "unwieldlys" balls cuz he`s such a wuss with his Dear Diary bullshit.....let`s not forget,this is getbig bitch.  LOL 

People say "stay positive" to me all the time as I slowly recover, but it ain`t easy, though I respect them for trying to cheer me up a bit.

I have only recently mentioned my medical condition and that was cuz it was relevant in a couple of threads as I hate being on a pity pot in public, and I don`t want any sympathy.....it simply is what it is.

I`ll be back,I never quit !!

[wes]

His attitude is befitting of his advanced age, elevated status, movie star good looks, and animalistic virility. Nevertheless, he strives to be a humble worker in the vineyard of the Lord, laudable in conduct and strong in faith.

I implore you to take this into account, along with what the Scriptures teach on the matter.

1 Timothy 5:1
'Rebuke not an elder sharply, but exhort him as a father.'

Fuck off, you don`t know me you silly twat.....all you know about me is my posts on here,you have no clue about who I truly am or what type of man I am IRL,so fuck you FUCKFACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

[unwieldy]

Fuck off, you don`t know me you silly twat.....all you know about me is my posts on here,you have no clue about who I truly am or what type of man I am IRL,so fuck you FUCKFACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

Yes exactly my point indeed. Great minds think alike.

[wes]

Yes exactly my point indeed. Great minds think alike.

I`d know you if you posted under your real account......coward.

[Van_Bilderass]

Wes, I missed to say in the other thread about the pancreas, that it's good to see you fighting with a never quit attitude. I've been having dark days and I see you have it really tough but you are still here, even posting on getbig LOL. I've recently been debating whether, if I have really bad pains, it's better to just die at home rather than check into a hospital. I was going crazy last time hooked up to IVs and catheters 24/7 with the round the clock blood draws and bad food and and all the rest of the shit for weeks. If they keep you drugged up then maybe you can stand it for a while. I had a doc with a nasty attitude too, he said if I want the pain to go away then ask them to remove the pancreas all together. He was kind of smirking when he said it  I know you said you have your valiums but they're really restrictive with them with me, same with the pain killers. Not that I want to get hooked on them either, it's a catch 22 situation, pain or risk addiction. I'm trying some gabapentin on Rx now which is not a narcotic to see if it helps some of the pains

I'm keeping a little testosterone going with insulin and it's keeping my weight at least. Toujeo (even longer acting Lantus) seems to be very anti-catabolic at a low baseline dose.

[NaturalWonder83]

Wes is a good egg and someone I hold in high regard.

Wes: I hope your health continues to improve this year.

[unwieldy]

I`d know you if you posted under your real account......coward.

Thanks, you too.

[US MUSL]

I can't imagine not being able to work out.  Hope that changes for you soon Wes.

[Grape Ape]

Wes is a good egg and someone I hold in high regard.

Wes: I hope your health continues to improve this year.

Wes is not an egg

[chaos]

Wes was there to rock little baby Jesus to sleep for his first nap.

[wes]

Wes, I missed to say in the other thread about the pancreas, that it's good to see you fighting with a never quit attitude. I've been having dark days and I see you have it really tough but you are still here, even posting on getbig LOL. I've recently been debating whether, if I have really bad pains, it's better to just die at home rather than check into a hospital. I was going crazy last time hooked up to IVs and catheters 24/7 with the round the clock blood draws and bad food and and all the rest of the shit for weeks. If they keep you drugged up then maybe you can stand it for a while. I had a doc with a nasty attitude too, he said if I want the pain to go away then ask them to remove the pancreas all together. He was kind of smirking when he said it  I know you said you have your valiums but they're really restrictive with them with me, same with the pain killers. Not that I want to get hooked on them either, it's a catch 22 situation, pain or risk addiction. I'm trying some gabapentin on Rx now which is not a narcotic to see if it helps some of the pains

I'm keeping a little testosterone going with insulin and it's keeping my weight at least. Toujeo (even longer acting Lantus) seems to be very anti-catabolic at a low baseline dose.

Thanks Van and yes the pain is almost unbearable.......especia lly in the beginning stages......I stayed awake for 2 nights cuz I was scared that if I fell asleep I wouldn`t wake up again.

I had Colitus once,lost 40 pounds,looked like a corpse, and then as suddenly as it came on,it just left and I regained my health and put my pounds back on.

Well this time with the Pancreatic Cancer I held out for 3 weeks before I went to the ER.......I kept telling myself  that  it was flashback pains from the Colitus which does happen but I knew better.....I was scared is all.

When I finally did go to the ER the doc told me I was insane to wait as long as I did and told me I had a high threshold for pain,then informed me that I had Pancreatic Cancer.

The Vaiums don`t do jackshit for me.... i`ve been on them for decades now, and am almost immune....I can literally take 50 -60 mgs. and still feel no calming effect,but if I lay in bed to watch a movie,I`ll fall asleep.

I have quite a bit of gear but will never do it again....not even TRT cuz I don`t know if it can make a tumor grow along with muscle so fuck that.

Anyway good luck to you brother.   

[wes]

Wes was there to rock little baby Jesus to sleep for his first nap.

I WAS NOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  LOL 

[wes]

Wes is not an egg

No,if I was, Iron Nat would sell me at Walmart !!   

[wes]

I can't imagine not being able to work out.  Hope that changes for you soon Wes.

Thank you.....I`ll post something that I have only told a few people in personal messages.....before surgery,I weighed 192 pounds.......after surgery,I weighed a whopping 129 pounds.....very devastating to say the very least.

Now I struggle to keep my weight between a shitty looking 150-160 pounds......insulin doesn`t help, it`s just another daily inconvience, but it`s keeping me alive with what little bit of Pancreas that I have left..my body looks terrible,and I looked great at the age of 69.....not at 70 though but I will be back training ASAP.

[wes]

Wes is a good egg and someone I hold in high regard.

Wes: I hope your health continues to improve this year.

Thanks so much Gene.....that means a lot to me my friend.

I`m getting much better.....I could tell you horror stories about people that had this disease.....it`s a fucking killer.........I am truly blessed.

[wes]

 

[Humble Narcissist]

I`m fine I guess........hadn`t posted much in the recent past (just off and on....very little) due to being depressed over my illness.....I was ordered not to lift anything heavier than a gallon of milk for many months, but doing a bit better now.....I miss training.....it`s been well over a year and a half since I worked out...I just have to bust "unwieldlys" balls cuz he`s such a wuss with his Dear Diary bullshit.....let`s not forget,this is getbig bitch.  LOL 

People say "stay positive" to me all the time as I slowly recover, but it ain`t easy, though I respect them for trying to cheer me up a bit.

I have only recently mentioned my medical condition and that was cuz it was relevant in a couple of threads as I hate being on a pity pot in public, and I don`t want any sympathy.....it simply is what it is.

I`ll be back,I never quit !!

Sucks that you can't lift. Walking every day may help with the depression though.

[wes]

Sucks that you can't lift. Walking every day may help with the depression though.

Thanks Narcy....I hear ya` but we have snow and it`s below zero...I`m in Norhern N.Y. near Canada.....I`ll wait until Spring.   

One of my hobbies Tropical Fishkeeping....I have 8 aquariums so that keeps me busy....as long as I stay busy I don`t get too depressed.......of course I have my moments, but I just keep trying to move forward......it ain`t easy at times though.

[BlackMetallic]

I`m fine I guess........hadn`t posted much in the recent past (just off and on....very little) due to being depressed over my illness.....I was ordered not to lift anything heavier than a gallon of milk for many months, but doing a bit better now.....I miss training.....it`s been well over a year and a half since I worked out...I just have to bust "unwieldlys" balls cuz he`s such a wuss with his Dear Diary bullshit.....let`s not forget,this is getbig bitch.  LOL 

People say "stay positive" to me all the time as I slowly recover, but it ain`t easy, though I respect them for trying to cheer me up a bit.

I have only recently mentioned my medical condition and that was cuz it was relevant in a couple of threads as I hate being on a pity pot in public, and I don`t want any sympathy.....it simply is what it is.

I`ll be back,I never quit !!

I’ve never seen you do a pity party. You’ve been to hell and back how many times?

This latest one that tried to take you out. It failed. It was new territory for an experienced explorer

Most people would’ve crumbled going through half of what you’ve gone thru

[wes]

I’ve never seen you do a pity party. You’ve been to hell and back how many times?

This latest one that tried to take you out. It failed. It was new territory for an experienced explorer

Most people would’ve crumbled going through half of what you’ve gone thru

Thanks brother....but I have had people here in the past accuse me of crying about    things.....which maybe I was,but I have accepted this as it is something I simply can`t change.

Thanks for everything bro !! 

[illuminati]

Thank you.....I`ll post something that I have only told a few people in personal messages.....before surgery,I weighed 192 pounds.......after surgery,I weighed a whopping 129 pounds.....very devastating to say the very least.

Now I struggle to keep my weight between a shitty looking 150-160 pounds......insulin doesn`t help, it`s just another daily inconvience, but it`s keeping me alive with what little bit of Pancreas that I have left..my body looks terrible,and I looked great at the age of 69.....not at 70 though but I will be back training ASAP.

Wes you're alive & kicking - making steady progress.
yes it's got to be highly frustrating not working out only You will
get there, not as soon as you'd like only sure as dammit you will.
Each step forward is a win & that never say die spirit is definitely
a big Plus.

All the best brother.

[chaos]

Thanks Narcy....I hear ya` but we have snow and it`s below zero...I`m in Norhern N.Y. near Canada.....I`ll wait until Spring.   

One of my hobbies Tropical Fishkeeping....I have 8 aquariums so that keeps me busy....as long as I stay busy I don`t get too depressed.......of course I have my moments, but I just keep trying to move forward......it ain`t easy at times though.

Fresh or salt water?

[Grape Ape]

Fresh or salt water?

Likely salt, based on this pic I found of Wes' first aquarium.