Suicide - why are people doing this?

[AbrahamG]

I wonder what it feels like to be like most people here who couldn’t imagine what it’s like to feel this way. Mia be great. Enjoy that. I can’t think of a truly happy time in my life and know I never will. So who fucking cares. I’d rather be asleep forever and never get up again. Imagine no thought, no stress,no anger,no pain, no nothing. Ahhhhhhhh. Peace. Never had peace.

I wish nothing but the best for you Rob.  If you haven't talked to a professional, maybe it's something to consider. 

[Darren Avey]

Yeah 3. They are Better without me. I’m insane. Everyone always said to me when I wa you get you will grow out of this, give it time. Well I never grew out of how I felt. I want to smash someone in the face right now as bad as I did 25 years ago. It never ends. Every moment of every day is violent thoughts. Driving, walking,in a store, half asleep, it don’t matter. I hate people so much. I find it very hard to see the good in anyone. I trust no one.

You basically described me there.
I was in the bath last night thinking how id love to have smashed to pieces a long dead family member and humiliated him in front of his c u. N t mates

[wes]

All I will say is this

My mom committed suicide as did my best friend

The worst is you are always questioning yourself what if I did this or that called more etc

I used to have dreams I was down in hell with my mom for several years after that I could not sleep it was scary

If you are thinking of this please talk to someone cause it does hurt those who care about you

Very sorry to hear this brother.

[wes]

I wonder what it feels like to be like most people here who couldn’t imagine what it’s like to feel this way. Mia be great. Enjoy that. I can’t think of a truly happy time in my life and know I never will. So who fucking cares. I’d rather be asleep forever and never get up again. Imagine no thought, no stress,no anger,no pain, no nothing. Ahhhhhhhh. Peace. Never had peace.

Rob,you`ve described me to a Tee........my life has always sucked IMO......very short lived fleeting moments of happiness !!

I tried to take my own life once with a bottle of pills.......long story that I may have posted here already.

Only thing that keeps me going is that with my luck,if I did off myself,some long lost relative would probably leave me a million dollars on the day after my death.......plus I don`t have the balls to do it.........so I just keep plodding along as I really don`t want to die,my real issue is depression.

Good luck brother..........stay strong.

[Humble Narcissist]

Suicide usually is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.

Many with terminal illnesses kill themselves before they become totally helpless and dependent on others not too mention the pain right before death.

[Super Nattie]

A good friend of mine hung himself.

He was a tough bastard, did BJJ so was use to getting chocked out. He got into coke (weekend binges) he was under huge work pressure and in debt,  just came off heavy coarse of roids, I suspect the downer of going cold turkey off coke and roids (+ his wife taking  his kids away from him) I think pushed him over the edge made him feel like he just couldn't cope and wanted out of this life.

Wish I'd been able to talk him out of it 

[_bruce_]

Simplified it's just genetics, resources and circumstances that determine life.
Also people, especially the European ones, have been robbed of their natural habitat, natural foods, their mysteries, their rites, passions, conflicts, etc.

[Humble Narcissist]

Simplified it's just genetics, resources and circumstances that determine life.
Also people, especially the European ones, have been robbed of their natural habitat, natural foods, their mysteries, their rites, passions, conflicts, etc.

Paganism?

[joswift]

long term solution to a short term problem...

[Flexacon]

Suicide is generally a short mans game. They were probably short and/or had tiny cawks

[BigRo]

long term solution to a short term problem...

The belief is that suffering will end, but what if it gets worse in astral realms?

[joswift]

Suicide is generally a short mans game. They were probably short and/or had tiny cawks

and more places to hang yourself from...

[Les Grossman]

I get it completely. It seems wonderful. Everyone always feels so bad for the people left after the death. How about feel good for the man who is at peace finally. I’m on the edge daily to do the same. Life just isn’t as good for some as others and people make life altering mistakes they can’t take back.

Be stronger than your negative thoughts.

The people who love you most will miss you.

Consider getting some professional counseling on the subject.