So I don't mind being off and a low natural level.. I didn't have depressive or thoughs of self deltion or anything coming off and I still have drive to get things done etc so what ever I'll get on when I got things sorted
What I've seen a number of times is guys will say it's actually a mental relief to get off sometimes, your nervous system isn't as wired, you feel more relaxed, sometimes sleep better. But this only lasts for a while, after a few months they start feeling like they need the 'stimulation' again

The more traditional endocrinologists here are warning people about getting on HRT because they claim there is a honeymoon phase with test and the good times don't last LOL. I'm not sure about that, test doesn't really stop working per se IMO.