Ok, at least now I know your Real name Jack.
I'll take it easy, kinda hard here when it is mostly ATTACK Mode after getting through some of the threads.
Your right, we never met, I have only seen 2 pictures of you and I wish you well.
This should be an exciting time for you, a fresh start and Big Stage.
I'll back off and enjoy the fireworks!
What will you do if the show doesn't happen?
You have a Plan B?
Try not to take the boards serious, you'll only lose your hair!

Well, I'll take the Olive branch and back off, train hard and good luck.
S. Ray