I like how he admits to being OBSESSED with being muscular, he's over it, but not enough that when he stands next to a monster he needs to remind everyone he isn't as big as he used to be, or as big as people remember, so the picture isn't really in context.
Lol....
You nailed his personality.
Yes, if he was truly humbled by Jesus Christ, he would not even have to justify the fact that he is much smaller than the man he is standing next to. Yet, as you poignantly pointed out, he still needed to say how big the other guy is, to prove he is not as small as people think he is. Tbombz, with his hyper-religiosity, is not fooling anyone. You can still see his past personality creeping in. Day-in and day-out, he fights those "demons" he once had.
Tbombz needs to stop worrying less about sin and doing what he enjoys. Obviously, there are things he definitely needed to continue to avoid doing, such as the promiscuous unprotected sex, stealing from people, prostitution, drug use, etc. However, he needs to "get in touch" with who he really is, which is a man who is bisexual and is a bodybuilder (so to speak). Nothing wrong with that, as long as its done in a health way. Personally, I have no problem with anyone who is either. I believe Tbombz yearns for both these things, as they were once a huge part of his life. Tbombz did a total 180. There are many people who are bisexual and/or very muscular, who are still responsible. Tbombz has difficulty controlling his behavior and addictions, so instead of being mature about his lifestyle (bisexuality and bodybuilding) and controlling it, he just decides to give both up under the guise of religion. It just shows its "All-or-nothing" for him. He can't engage in both behaviors in a modest, productive and healthy way. Its either, "Balls to the wall unsafe" or "Not at all."
