Yea sometimes not saying anything can be better than vehemently defending yourself. It's an uphill battle unfortuneately.
So are you going to tell us how you did in your fucking show or what? haha
I couldn't do the show!! I am not allowed
To compete! I hate to say that, but if I had competed on 3.31 instead of going to CT w my fiancée and her parents, I would NEVER have seen her again without the courts getting involved
Even my own mother who has been my number one supporter through my bodybuildig
And fitness career, from ford in 07-09 to winning natural competitions on haladrol, even she told me I would be a "child" if I went and competed.
You guys have to understand I am fighting to have my kid in my life in 7 months. And the BIG issue is my steroid use. This is why her father pulled her from me. And this is why she came
Back. Because I stopped proclaiming to the family and counselor that hormones will
B in my life
Forever.
Now I keep my mouth shut and my head
High and I just go to work every morning and I think everything may work out.
However I am
No
Pro . And I never will be now